Ever have one of those weeks where you really just don't know what's going on? I think I might be suffering from paranoid delusions. Everyday at work I see my boss and 2IC chatting away in the bosses office and always think it must be me they are talking about. Is this a normal response to this situation? I really don't know. Maybe I am just so self absorbed that I think its about me? Who knows?
I also get the feeling that I ask to many stupid questions. Like if I have a problem with something I have always been that guy at work that just goes and asks someone else, “Hey man, do you know the answer to question X?” I have never been the guy at sees the problem and goes, “Hey I could just fix this if I thought about it for 2 seconds.” Am I lazy or am I being more time efficient by just asking someone that knows? I like to think it the lather but more that likely its the first one.
Well on a different subject my relationship is awesome at the moment. I feel really good about how things are going with *Mary*. We are actually talking about building a house and stuff. Pretty serious kind of move. I think it is time after dating for almost 3 yrs and living together for a good 9ish months. Rent sucks balls. Everybody knows that. I know De hates the fact she does all the house work and stuff but hey I work heaps more, I am a male and hey like all males I am basically House lazy.
I can wash dishes and dry. She's vegetarian and so only cooks food for her so its not like I am making her cook me dinner as well. Yup she does washing of clothes, I bring it in fairly often, I do my own ironing, I don't make that much mess and hey if she bitches at me I can be pushed into cleaning. I hate it but Ill do it under pressure.
On a lighter more wavy happy like unicorns note our guppies had babies last week. 2 little suckers while De was in Melbourne on her shopping spree with sisters and mummy in tow. (God bless the fact I got out of that one!) I am guessing they probably had a heap more but they got eaten by the fishes before De got home and rescued the last two. :)
Anyways that's enough writing for one night.
